I dream of walking out that door
Running away from everything that i've know
Someday i'll really do it, just uproot and disappear
Take a step into the darkness
To find something that i don't have here
A separation to find a mental state
Severing off what's weighing me down
Discover what life has to off
And break down what i must leave behind
Your last chance to say good bye
Because my days just end when the case is empty
And when it comes to substance, i don't feel like i have any
Wasting away in this gray state
Opportunities tend to dissipate
The clouded thoughts that keep me awake
Will trap me 'til my rotten age
All i do is complain
About what could have been instead of what i've made
My job, my girl, my world
Lately i'm having trouble just giving a fuck
So i set it all to self destruct
I can't feel much
When i don't feel like living
I'll take what i've got
And pawn it off as a blessing
I set it all to self destruct
I'm mentally handcuffed
Take my American dreams
I've had enough
Dead Cross, Retox, and Qui members dish out subversive hardcore with an indignant smirk; come for the riffs, stay for the synth experiments. Bandcamp New & Notable Mar 31, 2024
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